Thursday, February 08, 2007

Maybe Tomorrow

I have been toying with the idea lately. It seems as if I have almost even made up my mind, decided the place and figured out how it will be. But then I wonder if it is the right thing to do? If it is the right thing to do to just disappear suddenly? Its not like I have not done that before. I did and failed at that too. Miserably.

Maybe thats the price I need to pay. Maybe that is what it is, the punishment of my mistakes. To be there constantly and not know what's going to happen to me, or just keep on expecting. Waiting and wondering and constantly trying to make it.

Perhaps.

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