Monday, March 15, 2010

Who Knows...

It's been a long road that I have been traveling and now finally I feel so exhausted and tired with no strength to carry on. What must I do to make it right? I cannot understand it, each time I sit somewhere with no will to carry on, I tell myself to have faith in myself and try to make it. But now it feels like there is no end in sight. It's the darkest hour of the night. I am trapped in my own being and all I need is to just stop.

Maybe I should just give it all up and move on. Maybe it isn't for me anymore. Maybe all of this was a waste, it was just me trying to run after a foolish dream. I should give up.

Perhaps I will give up. Soon.
Very soon.


misha said...

No one should ever give up.

Who knows if you will ever read this comment, but if you do maybe you will remember that once upon a time you posted on my blog and told me if I wanted to talk to someone, I could talk to you. Even though I never took that opportunity, if you read this, I am offering it to you now. If you want to talk, just let me know.